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I Regret Playing Hearthstone... Shallowly

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Notes:
- Chose this post for my first cross fit session!
- Introduce what Hearthstone is
- Explain what it means to play passively
  - Include how this was mostly a mechanism used to avoid other things I was "supposed" to do
- Give examples of people who did not play "passively". Turn this into their personal monopoly, sharing in public
  - Reynad - launching a game the Bazaar
  - Dog - Prominent member and dating someone from the community!
  - Kibler - able to extend to commentating and podcasting
- What I should have done instead
  - Don't take shame in my interests. Double down in them
  - Actively engage in communities
- I have since quit playing
  - My priorities are different now, but they weren't then
- Conclusion is to take these lesson and apply them to future interests
  - Double down on excelling at them
  - Don't be embarrassed about what I choose to spend time on
  - Actively engage with the communities related to my interests
Crossfit
- Find an idea that resonates with you
  - Did this before the session - this is the idea I'm writing about
  - The essential idea - Don't be embarrassed about what you choose to spend time doing. Instead, double down on these interests and fully engage with the associated community
- Find 5 notes that relate to this idea in some way
- Progressively summarized those notes^
- Rearrange into a sensible order
- Breakout Room
  - Bardia Shahali
    - CEO of Shopify - Check out interview on farnam street, How i built this, used video games
    - Don't move to Denver
      - Remote work is the most overhyped thing in history
      - SF is not going to suffer from virus
      - The opportunity cost of not living in SF is still a huge
      - I want to read this article
  - Danny Peavey
    - Could be benefit. Use ,sortof
    - article Genius - had a bunch of mental notes
  - Stay in the flow, stay in momentum
- Supplemental notes
- Note Outline
- Abstract
  - For 4 years of my life, I spent an average of 20 hours per week playing Hearthstone. This amounts to 4000 hours. My regret is not the amount of time I spent playing the game however. My regret is that I chose to spend it shallowly. I used it as a mechanism to distract myself from other commitments I had going on instead of an activity to find fulfilling in of itself. It was a method of avoiding pain. The opportunity cost of not spending this 4000 hours actively, even in something seemingly menial as playing a video game, is immeasurable.
  - Video games often get a ton of criticism for being a waste of time. It's viewed as an activity that produces no value to the rest of the world. Reflecting back on my time spent with this game, this couldn't be farther from the truth. Video games are microworlds. Independent, simulated environments under unique constraints that allow communities of people to interact, learn, and grow within said environment. There are three people that did this exceptionally well when I look back: Reynad, Dog, and Tobi Lutke. Reynad was able to build his audience and developed his own intuition for game design, so much so that he is now developing his own game. Dog was able to engage with the community and eventually find his now girlfriend from within it. Tobi was able to take what he learned from playing video games, and build a billion dollar juggernaut in Shopify. To say that actively engaging in a video game community cannot bring tremendous personal value to you and social value to those around you, is to be incredible close minded to the possibilities
  - I'm not naive to say that I could have had this level of success through Hearthstone. But by confining the way I played as something I neglectfully did to procrastinate other responsibilities was a huge opportunity missed. I wished that I engaged more with the community. I wished I spent a more concentrated effort honing my craft and improving at the game. I wished I would have shared what I was doing more with the world as I was doing so. The only thing stopping me from all three, was this ridiculous perception that doubling down on my interests was "lame" and that it was "not worth my time". The only thing that ended up not being worth my time, was participating in an interest that I didn't want to fully immerse myself in. I don't play Hearthstone anymore, as there are other interests that have taken priority in my life. But you could be damn sure that I'm going to take the lessons I've learned from this experience to double down on my current interests.
    - Bring this in early?
    - Coin a phrase between active and passive phrase - allow reader to internalize
- Breakout room
  - Craig Palsson
  - Logan Brandt
- 100 word summary
- Breakout room
  - Ram Rao
    - Shopify expense copy of game
    - Elon Musk
  - David Fu
    - Superhuman founder Rahul Vohra is also a gamer just FYI - he Tweeted about the FF VII remake recently :) You can take out or reframe the naïve to say this level of success, don't put yourself down in that way unless you want to INTENTIONALLY lean into self-deprecating in a funny / playful way.
- Write Draft
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- For 4 years of my life, I spent an average of 20 hours per week playing Hearthstone. This amounts to about 4000 hours. I do not regret playing the game. The game is beautifully designed, with a very intuitive interface and a deep strategy that becomes incredibly rewarding the more you understand it. My regret is that I chose to spend the time playing the game shallowly.
- I used Hearthstone as a mechanism to distract myself from other activities instead of an activity to find fulfillment in of itself. As Nir Eyal put it in his book Indistractable, I was "driven by the desire to free [myself] from the pain of" the responsibilities assigned to me in college. Even more absurd than distraction, I would try to multitask playing the game with problem sets to excuse myself for slacking off, making both experiences worse off! Because playing the game wouldn't be something that I would plan to do with intention, I was too embarrassed to learn from or engage in the game more fully. I call this approach shallow engagement.
- I missed out on the approach that would have had me fully engaged with an interest I spent 4000 hours playing. Learning optimal strategies. Reaching out to other members in the community. Signing up for opportunities that could have pushed the limits on my ability to play. Or even simply devoting a session to just playing the game instead of always needing something else to be going on in the background to justify why I was even bothering with this game. I call this approach deep engagement. The opportunity cost of not treating my interest with deep engagement, even in a hobby as seemingly menial as playing a video game, was immeasurably large.
- Video games often get a ton of criticism for being a waste of time. It's viewed as an activity that produces no value to the rest of the world. Reflecting back on my time spent with this game, this couldn't be farther from the truth.
- Video games are microworlds. Independent, simulated environments under unique constraints that allow communities of people to interact, learn, and grow within said environment in unique ways. They attract people with a similar mindset and a similar desire to improve the set of skills the game optimizes for. The microworld that surrounds a video game, ESPecially one as well executed as Hearthstone, is not confined to just the app on your phone. Your friends play and talk about it. Subreddits are formed surrounding it. Prominent individuals and experts emerge, competing at the highest levels of play and sharing their knowledge so that the rest of us could fine tune how we engage with the game. The lessons you learn from this microworld can have unbelievable impacts on your macroworld - the world we all experience in our day to day lives. There are three examples that did this exceptionally well when I look back.
- Andrey Yanyuk (Reynad) played Hearthstone competitively for years before launching his Twitch channel and building a following. After building his audience and developing his own intuition for game design, he is now building his own game that rocketed past every fundraising goal he had on the backs of his incredible audience.
- David Caero (Dog) and Rumay Wang (itsHafu) are two of the best and smartest Hearthstone players in the community. Their constant engagement with their twitch channels and the community at large eventually led them to finding each other. They are now engaged.
- Tobi Lutke is the CEO of Shopify. In his interview on The Knowledge Project, Tobi attributed his success in building his multi-billion dollar juggernaut to the lessons he learned while playing video games. He referenced his time playing Starcraft, a game that asks players to constantly be making decisions about how to allocate resources, as a distilled environment where he could repeatedly hone that very skill. It's a skill that is essential for scaling a company. To say that actively engaging in a video game community cannot bring tremendous personal and social value to you and those around you, is to be incredibly close minded to the serendipitous possibilities.
- I consider every example above as incidents of people taking an active approach with playing video games. They were not embarrassed by their hobby. They embraced it by fully immersing themselves in the microworld leading to profound benefits in their macroworlds. By taking a shallow approach to this hobby, I severely handicapped the possibility of me having a similar experience.
- I wished that I engaged more with the Hearthstone community. I wished I spent a more concentrated effort honing my craft and improving at the game. I wished I would have shared what I was doing more with the world as I was doing so. The only thing stopping me from all three, was this ridiculous perception that doubling down on my interests was "lame" and that it was "not worth my time". The only thing that ended up not being worth my time, was participating in an interest that I didn't want to fully immerse myself in.
- I don't play Hearthstone anymore, as there are now other interests that have taken priority in my life. It's a period of time I look back on fondly and have at the very least taken many lessons from my lack of deep engagement in it going forward. One of these lessons is very clear. You could be damn sure that I'll be doubling down on my current interests.
Post on Circle
- I cannot believe I'm posting this on the same day, blasting past the progress I've made on Assignment 2. I think I will be doing this with my cross fit sessions going forward - using them as opportunities for additional articles outside of the traditional assignments. I had a blast writing this one and iterating with the people from my breakout rooms.
- I Regret Playing Hearthstone... Shallowly
- https://docs.google.com/document/d/1jNyY9MO9D_u2kdYSSB7Mi1lS9FezUVr4mhGzeeLXm9g/edit#
- Areas of feedback:
  - There are two terms I bold and want to land - is it the best phrasing for what I'm going for? How's the title?
  - I want the reader to reflect on their own interests. Does that come across? Could I invoke that reflection sooner?
  - Didn't feel any natural opportunities for images in the second half of the piece. Is there one? Conversely, are the existing ones distracting?
  - Obligatory request for grammar/word choice improvements, as I'm poor in both and looking to improve them :D
- Huge shoutout to the people I connected with in my breakout rooms, who gave me incredible feedback:
- Thanks in advance!
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